30 January 2021

An Unread Note to Self

 

Look at us dancing

with gleeful abandon

as the tape

of your childhood

plays

 

Your dance unreserved,

no matter who 

was watching

 

We were partners,

companions

 

Now you step 

in front of a mirror

and you no longer see me

 

You only see flaws,

imperfections,

never beauty

 

The mirror never 

bringing a smile

 

The world told you

you didn’t deserve me,

you couldn’t have me

 

That self-confidence

was only for others

 

That whatever you were,

it wasn’t enough

 

The echoes still 

play in your mind

every time you

tamper your joy

 

You shouldn’t dance,

you’re embarrassing

 

You can’t sing,

just mouth the words

 

Save the world 

from your shame,

your inadequacy

 

But I remember

when we danced



25 Jan 2021







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